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learning2fly) wrote2005-07-19 08:42 pm
learning2fly) wrote2005-07-19 08:42 pm
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Ok, one more thing. I've been putting off answering the rest of the anonymous questions for a while now and I want to get them off my chest. Whoever wrote them, thanks for making my brain hurt. :oP
What do you look for in a partner? What about them turns you on?
Well that's an easy one. I don't get noticed by people very often so when someone does it's really nice. I tend to gravitate towards someone with a slightly off kilter sense of humor and knows how to listen. I spend all day listening to other people so it's important to have someone willing to be there for me and take in what I have to say. What turns me on? Being comfortable enough with that person to let them hold me, because that's the one thing I need and crave more than anything. Oh, and sideburns. Sideburns are hot.
you're not a great performer because you don't believe in yourself.
Yeah, I know that wasn't a question but I feel the need to comment.
I AGREE! I wish I knew how to change that but I haven't found the answer yet. Some of my happiest memories are performing onstage and part of me still clings to that childhood dream of making that a career. Remember Liz? Broadway Star? yeah. Not going to happen. I can't make a career out of going out for audition after audition and set myself up for constant judgement and probable failure. That would kill me.
why are you so unsure of your current relationship?
Woah. That's out of the blue. I've hardly written anything about it on LJ, so I don't know where that one came from. As with all aspects of my life I'm afraid of fucking it up. I'm afraid of going to California for 2 years and not seeing him for long periods of time. None of that has to do with being unsure of the relationship though. For the first time in my life I am in love and know that I am loved. That means everything to me.
you said that you moved back home so that you could save money to pay bills, get your own place, etc. so then why are you blowing all your money on trips to Vegas and New York?
Uh, ouch? Bitchslap me whydoncha. Geez. I'm back home for now, yes. The condo idea is caput, I refuse to spend $180,000 on a box in Racine. No way in hell am I setting up roots here. I will NOT live in Racine for the rest of my life. Ain't gonna happen. As far as bills go, I am in very little debt that was under control back when I was paying rent, so naturally that's taken care of now. I am trying to save up for California since I won't be working more than 16 hours a week while I'm there.
And "blowing all my money of trips to Vegas and New York?" The way I see it, I'm going to be in school nonstop for the next 4 years so I'm taking advantage of my last free summer. It's not like I'm spending lots of money on these trips anyway. I'm spending $1000 on 3 vacations in three different states. I'd say that's not a lot, wouldn't you? Hell, I could afford to go to New York City and see Liz back in 2000 when I was making 5 bucks an hour at ShitKo. I think I can handle it, thank you very much. I think my time on this planet is short and I'll be damned if I don't take every opportunity I have for an adventure.
The few pennies I make aren't much anyway, I might as well get what I can out of it.
You let your parents get to you too much. You are a good daughter and you care about your family a lot. You should do what makes you happy, and they should be happy for you. Some times you take what they say too hard, and some things they shouldn't have said at all. It is not always your fault. No matter what they do or say they will always love you.
thank you for saying that.
What do you look for in a partner? What about them turns you on?
Well that's an easy one. I don't get noticed by people very often so when someone does it's really nice. I tend to gravitate towards someone with a slightly off kilter sense of humor and knows how to listen. I spend all day listening to other people so it's important to have someone willing to be there for me and take in what I have to say. What turns me on? Being comfortable enough with that person to let them hold me, because that's the one thing I need and crave more than anything. Oh, and sideburns. Sideburns are hot.
you're not a great performer because you don't believe in yourself.
Yeah, I know that wasn't a question but I feel the need to comment.
I AGREE! I wish I knew how to change that but I haven't found the answer yet. Some of my happiest memories are performing onstage and part of me still clings to that childhood dream of making that a career. Remember Liz? Broadway Star? yeah. Not going to happen. I can't make a career out of going out for audition after audition and set myself up for constant judgement and probable failure. That would kill me.
why are you so unsure of your current relationship?
Woah. That's out of the blue. I've hardly written anything about it on LJ, so I don't know where that one came from. As with all aspects of my life I'm afraid of fucking it up. I'm afraid of going to California for 2 years and not seeing him for long periods of time. None of that has to do with being unsure of the relationship though. For the first time in my life I am in love and know that I am loved. That means everything to me.
you said that you moved back home so that you could save money to pay bills, get your own place, etc. so then why are you blowing all your money on trips to Vegas and New York?
Uh, ouch? Bitchslap me whydoncha. Geez. I'm back home for now, yes. The condo idea is caput, I refuse to spend $180,000 on a box in Racine. No way in hell am I setting up roots here. I will NOT live in Racine for the rest of my life. Ain't gonna happen. As far as bills go, I am in very little debt that was under control back when I was paying rent, so naturally that's taken care of now. I am trying to save up for California since I won't be working more than 16 hours a week while I'm there.
And "blowing all my money of trips to Vegas and New York?" The way I see it, I'm going to be in school nonstop for the next 4 years so I'm taking advantage of my last free summer. It's not like I'm spending lots of money on these trips anyway. I'm spending $1000 on 3 vacations in three different states. I'd say that's not a lot, wouldn't you? Hell, I could afford to go to New York City and see Liz back in 2000 when I was making 5 bucks an hour at ShitKo. I think I can handle it, thank you very much. I think my time on this planet is short and I'll be damned if I don't take every opportunity I have for an adventure.
The few pennies I make aren't much anyway, I might as well get what I can out of it.
You let your parents get to you too much. You are a good daughter and you care about your family a lot. You should do what makes you happy, and they should be happy for you. Some times you take what they say too hard, and some things they shouldn't have said at all. It is not always your fault. No matter what they do or say they will always love you.
thank you for saying that.