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learning2fly) wrote2005-07-07 11:51 pm
learning2fly) wrote2005-07-07 11:51 pm
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First batch of answers:
If you were a stuffed moose, what kind of stuffed moose would you be?
I would be the bean bag footed Rhonda/Rodney moose that came out around Xmas time in the mid 90's (from Pizza Hut, I think). We lost our set a while ago but found ones that have magnetic noses from walgreens 2 years ago. They're damn cute. There's just something about stuffed animals with beanie feet I love.
what is the one friendship that you have the most regrets about
Oh man, that's a hard question. I guess the top 2 would be Andrea and Nate, both of which have access to my journal, though I don't know if they still check in on me anymore. I hate how ugly things got, and how poorly I handled things. Friendships are very very important to me, so when they fall apart, it really kills me. It took me a long time to let go of both of them. It was for the best I think, since we all grew into different people that didn't mesh as friends anymore. I still think about both of them all the time and wonder what would have happened if things were different...
yeah, that was short and vague. That's all I'm telling right now. :oP
I could babble for 5 pages+ about all the regrets I have with the many people I have lost along the way.
Those are the most I guess, since they were both best friends of mine. What is that term, 'best friend' anyway? I feel like it's such a stupid term now. Feels very high school or something. (and Becky, don't get pissed at me for not saying you, because as far as I'm concerned you are still one of my dearest and closest friends (even though you've evidently given up on me).
are there any decisions/choices you made over the last year that you regret?
what would/should you have done differently?
Not really. There's piddly crap like I wish I had brown bagged it more and saved more money. Also going to the gym and/or taking up running regularly. I'm glad I moved back home in February (wow, did I just say that?) because now I'm much closer to work and have less stress in some aspects. I really wish I had spent more time with my Grandfather before he died. He had lots of balance issues and probably could have used my help, if he would have taken Physical Therapy from his dumb granddaughter. I went over there quite a few times but it doesn't feel like enough. I wish I had taken a summer class to get one of my prerequisites out of the way. I'm sure I'm going to screw myself over and have a major time crunch to make it to California on time in '07. Also handling the crossover into having a relationship and at the same time keeping my friends happy a little better. I should have freakin called Becky to ask how her mom's surgery went. I'm never going to be forgiven for that one. Other than that, I have no regrets.
I haven't really done anything huge in the last year anyway.
what is your stance on marriage? if someone asked you to marry them tomorrow, what would your answer be?
Woah. That's quite a question you've got there. Um. Marriage.
Yes, I would like to be married one day. The thought of finding that one person that you're meant to be with and spending the rest of your lives together is a really wonderful idea.
But as for tomorrow, I would say no. I have way too much instability in my life right now to let someone that far into it. Maybe when I'm done with my masters I'll be ready to get married and start popping out babies. Not now. Nope nope.
all right folks. That's enough picking my brain for today. I need to let those next questions marinate for a while. Not sure how to answer them yet.
If you were a stuffed moose, what kind of stuffed moose would you be?
I would be the bean bag footed Rhonda/Rodney moose that came out around Xmas time in the mid 90's (from Pizza Hut, I think). We lost our set a while ago but found ones that have magnetic noses from walgreens 2 years ago. They're damn cute. There's just something about stuffed animals with beanie feet I love.
what is the one friendship that you have the most regrets about
Oh man, that's a hard question. I guess the top 2 would be Andrea and Nate, both of which have access to my journal, though I don't know if they still check in on me anymore. I hate how ugly things got, and how poorly I handled things. Friendships are very very important to me, so when they fall apart, it really kills me. It took me a long time to let go of both of them. It was for the best I think, since we all grew into different people that didn't mesh as friends anymore. I still think about both of them all the time and wonder what would have happened if things were different...
yeah, that was short and vague. That's all I'm telling right now. :oP
I could babble for 5 pages+ about all the regrets I have with the many people I have lost along the way.
Those are the most I guess, since they were both best friends of mine. What is that term, 'best friend' anyway? I feel like it's such a stupid term now. Feels very high school or something. (and Becky, don't get pissed at me for not saying you, because as far as I'm concerned you are still one of my dearest and closest friends (even though you've evidently given up on me).
are there any decisions/choices you made over the last year that you regret?
what would/should you have done differently?
Not really. There's piddly crap like I wish I had brown bagged it more and saved more money. Also going to the gym and/or taking up running regularly. I'm glad I moved back home in February (wow, did I just say that?) because now I'm much closer to work and have less stress in some aspects. I really wish I had spent more time with my Grandfather before he died. He had lots of balance issues and probably could have used my help, if he would have taken Physical Therapy from his dumb granddaughter. I went over there quite a few times but it doesn't feel like enough. I wish I had taken a summer class to get one of my prerequisites out of the way. I'm sure I'm going to screw myself over and have a major time crunch to make it to California on time in '07. Also handling the crossover into having a relationship and at the same time keeping my friends happy a little better. I should have freakin called Becky to ask how her mom's surgery went. I'm never going to be forgiven for that one. Other than that, I have no regrets.
I haven't really done anything huge in the last year anyway.
what is your stance on marriage? if someone asked you to marry them tomorrow, what would your answer be?
Woah. That's quite a question you've got there. Um. Marriage.
Yes, I would like to be married one day. The thought of finding that one person that you're meant to be with and spending the rest of your lives together is a really wonderful idea.
But as for tomorrow, I would say no. I have way too much instability in my life right now to let someone that far into it. Maybe when I'm done with my masters I'll be ready to get married and start popping out babies. Not now. Nope nope.
all right folks. That's enough picking my brain for today. I need to let those next questions marinate for a while. Not sure how to answer them yet.
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No nipple clamps though. I had my eye on those smart balls though.
Yeah, ya'll can get me one of those and a big ass trampoline. :)
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high five. :)
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