I've got a darkness that I have to feed

[learning2fly]

I got a sadness that grows up around like a weed
and I'm not hurting anyone
I'm just spiraling in


For those out there with insomnia, here's a fun twist: try having the capability of sleeping at the drop of a hat, but can't manage to move when the alarm clock is ringing in your ears. Mornings are great for me. I've been getting to school and work late every day with wrinkled clothes and ratty hair. I walk past a mirror and almost jump at my reflection. I have no idea who is looking back at me.

I just can't shake this bitterness in me, no matter how hard I try to break free or at least distract myself from it. I can't ignore the fact that we are a sad sad nation and there's not a damn thing I can do about it.

Comments

[april-tehe.livejournal.com]

i know how you feel

[missharley.livejournal.com]

Surprisingly enough, I do understand... maybe because of Danny, my marine... I understand more now than ever before... Just remember, there are those of us that love you... and when we can... we'll try to take some of that bitterness away...

Hugs.
Liz.

[learning2fly.livejournal.com]

it's amazing how depressed you can get when you're exhausted beyond belief. thanks for listening anyway.