nothing's gonna change my world

[learning2fly]

Thank GOD spring starts tomorrow. I've had enough of this endless, awful winter. 
It's getting to me, this winter funk. It's my golden birthday a week from today and all I want to do is hide under the bed. I feel like a big fat blob right now. I haven't had the energy, time or motivation to exercise in over a week. I'm getting married in 80 days and haven't made any progress towards the body I want to walk down the aisle in. Hell, I've been trying for that body my whole fucking life and have failed every time. I'm so tired of being overweight I could scream. It doesn't matter what I do, I'm stuck with these doughy arms and chubby face and thick waist. Fuckin a. 
 

 

Comments

[cre8ive414.livejournal.com]

missey, i feel for you. i think most women feel like that atleast now and again. usually i tell myself "atleast my body works." but right now i have one size 14 thigh and one size 16. stupid blood clot.

I was my heaviest on my wedding day. But, it didnt matter. I still had an awesome time. I I was happy i was getting married and around people i loved.

Hugs.

[learning2fly.livejournal.com]

what's up with the blood clot? Please tell me your docs are taking care of you (finally).

:(

thanks for the support.