cut through these strings

I dont get angry very easy, and honestly, had you said that it was you to begin with, i wouldnt really have minded, i just hate anonymous things, ive been in worse fights, and i dont hold a grudge well enough to stop liking you melissa. Alls fine by me, i just have no clue whats going on with anonymous stuff, i still dont understand for sure then if the last long one that prompted me to dis megan was you or not. i heard about megans love life at chichis with everyone there, so you didnt say anything, dont worry. now as for my new life, there is no new life, i am just more open, i was much more secretive in high school, just ask emma how long it told me to tell her about chris, i fucked up with ben, that is apparent and everyone knows that. but i havent made any major mistakes in that department since going out with brett. sex is not that impotrant and i hate how that is the emphasis of this arguement. my "self-love' is sarcastic, you should know that. i still have issues, and if you read that passage agian, its plain to see, i was trying to be funny. there is no self love, but if there was why would that be bad? i hate the dicotomy of women having to either be vain or hopelessly miserable from self-hate, i finally got out of self-hate. thats good. i wish everyone would love themselves a little more, but maybe i should leave that for emma to say since im not in such a great postion right now. i hope that we can stay friends, im not really mad, still a little confused, but thats all. email me if you can, or call, it'd be appreciated. i hope things work out with you and megan.