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[learning2fly]

I had a really great weekend of Rocky shows and lots of time with Chris.
It was over in a heartbeat, as always.

Still feeling very restless about my future. Looking ahead at how I'm going to work through the last of my prerequisites and going to California makes me very anxious. I've had Ani's 'Knuckle Down' stuck in my brain this morning. Can't seem to get it out of my head.

Also fighting the feeling of abandonment on many fronts. Some of the most precious people in my world are slipping away and there's not a damn thing I can do about it.

I'm donating blood today. I hope the bitterness in it doesn't get passed on.

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I hope the bitterness in it doesn't get passed on

[mrquint74.livejournal.com]

If so I have infected lots of people with Sad and a Case of the bitterness.
I hope no fool feels like this fool.

Re: I hope the bitterness in it doesn't get passed on

[learning2fly.livejournal.com]

you haven't infected me with anything, this is all me, baby. I'm very capable of getting myself into funks. :(

I think it's the winter blues. Far too many couple-y holidays back to back that shove in our faces how alone we all are, all the while freezing our asses off every time we step foot outside. No wonder we're all bitter.

Spring will make everything better, I hope.

Re: I hope the bitterness in it doesn't get passed on

[mrquint74.livejournal.com]

I ment when i donat blood lol ;)

[missharley.livejournal.com]

I still love you!!! I'm still here!
Liz

[learning2fly.livejournal.com]

yes you are. I have boots for you. How's the next coupla weekends looking for you guys?
We should meet up sometime.