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My MRI results came back yesterday. The verdict: there is nothing structurally wrong with me. Which is a good thing, the possibilities of horrible things lurking in and around my spine are endless. But on the other hand, part of me was hoping there is something to explain all the suffering I've endured this past year. It's not so awful that I'm crying and not able to work, it's just really uncomfortable and makes me bitchy and sad. So. The plan now is to start physical therapy with a coworker (a really awesome PT named Steve) and hope that some regular sessions of deep tissue work and another person's input on flexibility and strengthening regimes for my neck and back will help. GOD I hope it will. I just wish I didn't have medical bills up to wazoo right now. I'm so frustrated with this whole mess. I wish it would just go away...but that was my response for over a year and that didn't work. It won't go away until I do something.

I am super exited about tonight: I get to visit the one and only Paul, which will be great. We've been keeping in touch via the phone but haven't seen each other in person in probably 3 years.

There is a huge storm a-comin. Bring it on. I love watching thunderstorms with lotsa lightning. Especially when I'm in a mood like this.

I hope everyone is doing well. I love you all very very much.

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My MRI results came back yesterday. The verdict: there is nothing structurally wrong with me. Which is a good thing, the possibilities of horrible things lurking in and around my spine are endless. But on the other hand, part of me was hoping there is something to explain all the suffering I've endured this past year. It's not so awful that I'm crying and not able to work, it's just really uncomfortable and makes me bitchy and sad. So. The plan now is to start physical therapy with a coworker (a really awesome PT named Steve) and hope that some regular sessions of deep tissue work and another person's input on flexibility and strengthening regimes for my neck and back will help. GOD I hope it will. I just wish I didn't have medical bills up to wazoo right now. I'm so frustrated with this whole mess. I wish it would just go away...but that was my response for over a year and that didn't work. It won't go away until I do something.

I am super exited about tonight: I get to visit the one and only Paul, which will be great. We've been keeping in touch via the phone but haven't seen each other in person in probably 3 years.

There is a huge storm a-comin. Bring it on. I love watching thunderstorms with lotsa lightning. Especially when I'm in a mood like this.

I hope everyone is doing well. I love you all very very much.

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I had a FREAKIN FABULOUS time with Paul. I missed that guy. A lot.

I also had the pleasure of meeting his fiancée, Emily. AND she's on livejournal!! Let's all bug her!! mwah ha haaah!
Girl, you are so cool. Glad to make your acquaintance. If any Tori concerts should arise, I'm totally there. :)


I'm rockin out to Into the Woods right now. Has anyone noticed that the best lines ever are in that? For those of you not familiar with the show, forshame.

Example: when Cinderella's prince seduces the Baker's wife in the middle of the woods, he says:

'Life is often so unpleasant
you must know that, as a peasant
best to take the moment present
as a present for the moment!'

LOVE IT. SO MUCH.

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I had a FREAKIN FABULOUS time with Paul. I missed that guy. A lot.

I also had the pleasure of meeting his fiancée, Emily. AND she's on livejournal!! Let's all bug her!! mwah ha haaah!
Girl, you are so cool. Glad to make your acquaintance. If any Tori concerts should arise, I'm totally there. :)


I'm rockin out to Into the Woods right now. Has anyone noticed that the best lines ever are in that? For those of you not familiar with the show, forshame.

Example: when Cinderella's prince seduces the Baker's wife in the middle of the woods, he says:

'Life is often so unpleasant
you must know that, as a peasant
best to take the moment present
as a present for the moment!'

LOVE IT. SO MUCH.