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Apr. 20th, 2004 10:39 amMy MRI results came back yesterday. The verdict: there is nothing structurally wrong with me. Which is a good thing, the possibilities of horrible things lurking in and around my spine are endless. But on the other hand, part of me was hoping there is something to explain all the suffering I've endured this past year. It's not so awful that I'm crying and not able to work, it's just really uncomfortable and makes me bitchy and sad. So. The plan now is to start physical therapy with a coworker (a really awesome PT named Steve) and hope that some regular sessions of deep tissue work and another person's input on flexibility and strengthening regimes for my neck and back will help. GOD I hope it will. I just wish I didn't have medical bills up to wazoo right now. I'm so frustrated with this whole mess. I wish it would just go away...but that was my response for over a year and that didn't work. It won't go away until I do something.
I am super exited about tonight: I get to visit the one and only Paul, which will be great. We've been keeping in touch via the phone but haven't seen each other in person in probably 3 years.
There is a huge storm a-comin. Bring it on. I love watching thunderstorms with lotsa lightning. Especially when I'm in a mood like this.
I hope everyone is doing well. I love you all very very much.
I am super exited about tonight: I get to visit the one and only Paul, which will be great. We've been keeping in touch via the phone but haven't seen each other in person in probably 3 years.
There is a huge storm a-comin. Bring it on. I love watching thunderstorms with lotsa lightning. Especially when I'm in a mood like this.
I hope everyone is doing well. I love you all very very much.