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I had a really great weekend of Rocky shows and lots of time with Chris.
It was over in a heartbeat, as always.

Still feeling very restless about my future. Looking ahead at how I'm going to work through the last of my prerequisites and going to California makes me very anxious. I've had Ani's 'Knuckle Down' stuck in my brain this morning. Can't seem to get it out of my head.

Also fighting the feeling of abandonment on many fronts. Some of the most precious people in my world are slipping away and there's not a damn thing I can do about it.

I'm donating blood today. I hope the bitterness in it doesn't get passed on.

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I had a really great weekend of Rocky shows and lots of time with Chris.
It was over in a heartbeat, as always.

Still feeling very restless about my future. Looking ahead at how I'm going to work through the last of my prerequisites and going to California makes me very anxious. I've had Ani's 'Knuckle Down' stuck in my brain this morning. Can't seem to get it out of my head.

Also fighting the feeling of abandonment on many fronts. Some of the most precious people in my world are slipping away and there's not a damn thing I can do about it.

I'm donating blood today. I hope the bitterness in it doesn't get passed on.