where troubles melt like lemon drops

[learning2fly]

craziness. I've seen sheena and dane lately more than I've seen my sister or nate.

I'm feeling extremely stressed out and at the same time lazy and unmotivated. I know what I need to do, I know there's a huge kinesiology test on tuesday that I have to pass or there's no saving my ass. I just can't bring myself to do something about it.
Maybe it's the massive amounts of blood I'm losing every day......but we're not going into that. I'm learning to stand up verrry slowly. I'll be ok, right?
How sad is it that I really need to go to my doc, but think she's a complete moron, plus our "new" "fab" insurance no longer covers office visits. fuckety fuck fuck.
ah well.

I finally finished my script for tomorrow's inservice presentation on fluidotherapy. I'm planning on getting big apple bagels to make them a little more awake thru my presentation.......

and....thanks to the fabulous sir nate, mr. big shot actor man, kicked me in the butt friday night and picked out some classical monolouges for me to choose from. I picked Helena's pouty bitch fest from Midsummer. go figure, right? mr. oberon gave me lots of tips and I can say with confidence that I'll not entirely suck next saturday. woo hoo. Seriously though. I want to work at ren faire so bad I could scream. Almost like that stupid ass Brandy song. Maybe not. Speaking of songs- has anyone listened to alanis moirsette (sp?) Under Rug Swept album? It's fluffy, but cute and there's a new Jason theme song!!!
It's called "narcissus" and it's beyond perfect for him. It makes me laugh every time I hear it.
Go download it. I order thee.

ok. back to work.


ok......trying to work and paint my nails and eat ice cream.

((hey! we had CANTALOUPE white zinfandel with dinner today!!!!! how cool is that?))

Comments

[chicknlittle325.livejournal.com]

you are so very right! i thought the album was pretty poppy sounding, (i still like angry alanis) but there is jason's theme song, so very perfect for him.
(as long as you don't consider me one of the friends who will "lick his ass" )
you'll be happy to know that i've been downloading a whole lot of tori, and listening to it all!
sorry if this doesn't make much sense, my eye is still twitching from kara's email.
hope you feel better soon!

[april-tehe.livejournal.com]

i dont much care for the new alanis, i think its too poppy, but i have not heard, or do not remember hearing that particular song. are you ok melissa? do you just have a really bad period, or like all the time or what? you probably should see the doctor and if you are worried about cost or whatever, you could always go to planned parenthood. hmmm, i hope that you feel better. i hate my period too.

ummm no.

[learning2fly.livejournal.com]

sorry. shouldnta said anything. I'm just really dizzy ALL the time and I don't know what to do. It's not my period. It's my colon.
I WISH it was my period.
this is way to personal to be talking about on here.....
I so embarrassed....
don't worry guys. I'm ok. just dizzy. but what's new about that, right??? ;)

Cantaloupe White Zinfandel? Mmmm, sounds yum.

[hezlizzie.livejournal.com]

So you're getting worse? Dr. Pahm sucks, yes, but what about the specialist you went to? Any luck there? I'm seriously worried about you, dearest.

Forgive the shortness, but I have to catch the trolley to get to stupid Osco (13 more shifts!!). I just wanted to say that I love you and am thinking of you constantly.

Good luck with your presentation tomorrow, and you do realize that bagels only make you SLEEPY, right? Your Ren. Faire try-out is Saturday? I hope I get to talk to you before then so you can practice your monologue on me :)

I can completely relate to the lazy/constantly-hoplessly-behind feeling, dear. Something's gotta kick both of us in the proverbial ass!

Love you so much, you gorgeous thing, you.

hi de hi de Hi

[(Anonymous)]

I seriously hope you're all right, but I'll find out when I call you. Thanks for the thanks and I wish you the very best impressive show on Saturday. I hope you get in, and you have the most fun in the world.
Talk to you on tuesday Nate