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[learning2fly]

Sorry about the rant. I don't like venting about shit like that, all vague and stuff. It's so hard for me to write anything in my journal anymore because most of my circle of friends are reading this and that kind of ruins it. I guess that's why I'm not really posting much lately. I don't know who to censor from what or whatever. It's stupid. Having my boyfriend reading my journal is particularly weird...not that I could write anything anyway, I seem to make people have the urge to vomit at the mention of anything related to my love life. gah.

Maybe I'll post something substantial tonight, if I feel like it.

Sorry again and thanks all for your support. Not sure I deserve it but it is appreciated just the same.

I'm so fucked up and PISSED OFF right now. I want to throw in the towel and move out, quit BBF and not go to Wicked. I'll be a 2 year old and run away from my problems.

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[learning2fly.livejournal.com]

thanks for the info but I really don't want to have to do that.
I'd rather be silent I guess. I shall think on it for a while.

[hellspoette.livejournal.com]

It's all fine. Sometimes having a select audience to rant at can be helpful. Sometimes a paper journal is a good thing. I just fully support "getting it out", whatever 'it' happens to be.