learning2fly: (runlolarun)
learning2fly ([personal profile] learning2fly) wrote2008-03-19 09:58 pm

nothing's gonna change my world

Thank GOD spring starts tomorrow. I've had enough of this endless, awful winter. 
It's getting to me, this winter funk. It's my golden birthday a week from today and all I want to do is hide under the bed. I feel like a big fat blob right now. I haven't had the energy, time or motivation to exercise in over a week. I'm getting married in 80 days and haven't made any progress towards the body I want to walk down the aisle in. Hell, I've been trying for that body my whole fucking life and have failed every time. I'm so tired of being overweight I could scream. It doesn't matter what I do, I'm stuck with these doughy arms and chubby face and thick waist. Fuckin a. 
 

 

[identity profile] learning2fly.livejournal.com 2008-03-20 12:28 pm (UTC)(link)
yeah, good luck to you too. I've gotten a lot better about body acceptance since HS at least. Still have a long way to go though. :(