nothing's gonna change my world

[learning2fly]

Thank GOD spring starts tomorrow. I've had enough of this endless, awful winter. 
It's getting to me, this winter funk. It's my golden birthday a week from today and all I want to do is hide under the bed. I feel like a big fat blob right now. I haven't had the energy, time or motivation to exercise in over a week. I'm getting married in 80 days and haven't made any progress towards the body I want to walk down the aisle in. Hell, I've been trying for that body my whole fucking life and have failed every time. I'm so tired of being overweight I could scream. It doesn't matter what I do, I'm stuck with these doughy arms and chubby face and thick waist. Fuckin a. 
 

 

Comments

[truver.livejournal.com]

Right now I would kill to see soome green leaves on the trees!

[cre8ive414.livejournal.com]

missey, i feel for you. i think most women feel like that atleast now and again. usually i tell myself "atleast my body works." but right now i have one size 14 thigh and one size 16. stupid blood clot.

I was my heaviest on my wedding day. But, it didnt matter. I still had an awesome time. I I was happy i was getting married and around people i loved.

Hugs.

[april-tehe.livejournal.com]

Body acceptance as the next option? I know, easier said then done, but here's to hoping for the both of us.

[ghostofgrace.livejournal.com]

OMG, right?!
You know what I spent yesterday and part of today doing? Grabbing my belly fat and shaking it and trying to figure out why it won't just go away.
Sorry I wasn't able to hang out today, I didn't figure I might after all.
But tomorrow is so on.
Then maybe soon hanging out outdoors fun time?

[tugena13.livejournal.com]

really, you only have HALF your body to work on... i mean, no one's gonna see your legs under all that skirt, so work on your arms!

kidding... sort of... i know it's REALLY hard to lose weight and get in shape, so i wish you luck in that department. (if i can offer my two cents, though, i think you look great. don't torture yourself TOO much.)

lots of DDR? are you still doing weight watchers?