nothing's gonna change my world

[learning2fly]

Thank GOD spring starts tomorrow. I've had enough of this endless, awful winter. 
It's getting to me, this winter funk. It's my golden birthday a week from today and all I want to do is hide under the bed. I feel like a big fat blob right now. I haven't had the energy, time or motivation to exercise in over a week. I'm getting married in 80 days and haven't made any progress towards the body I want to walk down the aisle in. Hell, I've been trying for that body my whole fucking life and have failed every time. I'm so tired of being overweight I could scream. It doesn't matter what I do, I'm stuck with these doughy arms and chubby face and thick waist. Fuckin a. 
 

 

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[ghostofgrace.livejournal.com]

OMG, right?!
You know what I spent yesterday and part of today doing? Grabbing my belly fat and shaking it and trying to figure out why it won't just go away.
Sorry I wasn't able to hang out today, I didn't figure I might after all.
But tomorrow is so on.
Then maybe soon hanging out outdoors fun time?

[learning2fly.livejournal.com]

Why are we so friggin MEAN to ourselves!?!? ugh!

I can't hang out today (Thursday) but tomorrow will be fine!
Tonight Chris and I are going to see my favorite folk singer in Milwaukee, leaving right from work to make it there on time.

Are you coming to Rocky on Friday too?

[ghostofgrace.livejournal.com]

I was planning on coming to Rocky this weekend, but it looks like it's a friends birthday in the burbs, so I might be out there. And then the burlesque show on saturday. But, if I don't make it to the burbs, I'll be there on Friday.

Have fun at your show!
=D