nothing's gonna change my world

[learning2fly]

Thank GOD spring starts tomorrow. I've had enough of this endless, awful winter. 
It's getting to me, this winter funk. It's my golden birthday a week from today and all I want to do is hide under the bed. I feel like a big fat blob right now. I haven't had the energy, time or motivation to exercise in over a week. I'm getting married in 80 days and haven't made any progress towards the body I want to walk down the aisle in. Hell, I've been trying for that body my whole fucking life and have failed every time. I'm so tired of being overweight I could scream. It doesn't matter what I do, I'm stuck with these doughy arms and chubby face and thick waist. Fuckin a. 
 

 

Comments

[tugena13.livejournal.com]

well, regardless of weight, if you wear things that are ill-fitting or not flattering, it's gonna make you look worse. that's true for ANYBODY.

(seriously, have you seen "how to look good naked" yet? highly recommended!)

[learning2fly.livejournal.com]

I have seen that show! I like it a lot, I just wish I could be on it so someone with a big budget and lots of hookups in the fashion industry to find me things that fit and that are free.
I could look fabulous if someone else dressed me.

[tugena13.livejournal.com]

i know, right? it's easy to look fabulous if someone else is picking up the tab.