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You may know what you need
but to get what you want
better see that you keep what you have
I've had a recurring nightmare since I was about 10 in which I am trying with every ounce of my being to hold onto something, only to have it melt into water or vapor and slip through my fingers. Such a metaphor for how things are going right now.
I am both grateful and blessed for what I have been given and what I have achieved thus far...and at the same time feel like I'm drowning in other people's (and my own) expectations. I choose one thing, and I lose something else. I need balance. I want someone to hold me and tell me everything is going to be all right. I know it won't but I need to hear it anyway.
Blah blah blah...it's late and I'm being weird. Pay no heed to the crazy girl who needs sleep.
but to get what you want
better see that you keep what you have
I've had a recurring nightmare since I was about 10 in which I am trying with every ounce of my being to hold onto something, only to have it melt into water or vapor and slip through my fingers. Such a metaphor for how things are going right now.
I am both grateful and blessed for what I have been given and what I have achieved thus far...and at the same time feel like I'm drowning in other people's (and my own) expectations. I choose one thing, and I lose something else. I need balance. I want someone to hold me and tell me everything is going to be all right. I know it won't but I need to hear it anyway.
Blah blah blah...it's late and I'm being weird. Pay no heed to the crazy girl who needs sleep.
