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[learning2fly]

I went for a run today, for the first time in over 2 years. Well, 2 miles of running for a minute then brisk walking for 10. Lockwood Park was mostly ice this morning, so I didn't run in fear of falling on my ass. I won't have that excuse for much longer. Kickboxing is going pretty well, Heather and I are going 2-4 times a week. Our 3 week trial period is almost over, so I'll have to decide whether or not I'm going to become a regular member. We shall see.
Why all the exercise lately? The fire under my ass right now is Rocky. (2 1/2 weeks away? Oh sheeeit). Every time I think about doing the dinner scene in that see thru dress I want to jump on a treadmill. I'm getting really exited about doing the entire show by myself. Emily, Sarah and Monika are being so supportive and awesome about it. We're going to have a rehearsal just me and Emily to go through it all, so I should be just fine. Woo!

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[obscurethought.livejournal.com]

dont worry too much over the see thru dresses. it's really not that bad. and like i was kinda iffy about doing it the first time too, but it's like screw it, i'm just gonna do it and whatever happens happens...which in my case, my 2nd set of shows i got called a fat whore. but most people arent mean crippled girls, so dont worry

and it's like, when you're up there, you don't really think about it. you're more worried about remembering what's the next thing you have to do not if you look perfect.

of course, i wish i looked better but just cause i don't look like a barbie doll, i'm not going to stop doing rocky. i have fun doing it, and if somebody has that big of a problem with what my body looks like while doing it...well fuck them. this is a shadow cast doing rocky, not mtv.

you'll borrow my costumes, and look great in them and you'll do awesome. i say just have fun, and don't get to paranoid with being perfect.